Tonight, my daughters took me out to cheer me up.
I have no luck.
We ended up at a bar and my husband’s bike was there. Long story short, I’m holding in my hand a love letter from the woman my husband has been cheating on me with. I know her, and she is a proclaimed Christian woman, in her twenties. The love letter says when she is with him she feels protected, safe, and secure. My heart is just killing me. My husband hasn’t made me feel any of these things in a long time.
She goes on to say that she is truly blessed to be able to be the one in his life. Oh my God. How do you cheat with a married man and then think it is blessed???
She says it is an honor that is too good to be true; a love that she had always heard and not seen, but finally gets to see.
I would love to know how anyone could do this to his wife? Even up until the day he left, my husband insisted that we’d grow old together. He kept telling me he was just having a midlife crisis and he’d work it out, but that it had nothing to do with me.
Oh, God. I am devastated.